{"id":11342,"date":"2026-08-04T07:07:43","date_gmt":"2026-08-04T14:07:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/?p=9984"},"modified":"2026-08-04T07:07:43","modified_gmt":"2026-08-04T14:07:43","slug":"essence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/essence\/","title":{"rendered":"Essence"},"content":{"rendered":"<!-- wp:themify-builder\/canvas \/-->\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She drove to the wildlife refuge for a final assignation<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">before marrying a limp civil servant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Marriage next weekend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A lifetime of herbicides, somnolent sex,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">subjugation of her inner satyr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">godless Easter Sunday casseroles in suburbia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fire in the burn barrel raged on the patio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I threw rosemary in at midnight for witchcraft.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We drained a fifth of Rebel Yell while hazed in rosemary smoke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She wore panties, bra and a sheepskin coat some kid left behind in my classroom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I played our song, \u201cEssence\u201d by Lucinda Williams on guitar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She jumped onto my lap, nearly crushing the guitar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I kept on playing, she sang along to our favorite verse:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Baby, sweet baby, I wanna feel your breath<br>Even though you like to flirt with death<br>Baby, sweet baby, can&#8217;t get enough<br>Please come find me and help me get fucked up<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She found a flashlight and began a strobe light striptease.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bats appeared, dipped, dived around her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She&#8217;d never seen bats before and was delighted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I told her not to marry him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I told her I could break them up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She didn&#8217;t say not to try.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said, \u201cI&#8217;ve got to marry him so I can divorce him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She never did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I never tried.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She drove to the wildlife refuge for a final assignation before marrying a limp civil servant. Marriage next weekend. A lifetime of herbicides, somnolent sex, subjugation of her inner satyr, godless Easter Sunday casseroles in suburbia. Fire in the burn barrel raged on the patio. I threw rosemary in at midnight for witchcraft. We drained [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9985,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-meditations","category-poetry","has-post-title","has-post-date","has-post-category","has-post-tag","has-post-comment","has-post-author",""],"builder_content":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11342","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11342"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11342\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nestuccaspitpress.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}