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October 13, 2020

Jack Blake: A True Rock and Roll Tale (Part 2)

Matt Love Fiction, NSP Meditations

I first saw Jack Blake last spring on the Southern Oregon Coast right after the covid quarantine hit. I was teaching high school English in Portland and then the Governor shut down all classroom instruction and I had to teach via Zoom and I lasted all of one week and quit, borrowed my parents’ pickup camper and lit out for the territory to write about the Pandemic. I’d always wanted to be a writer but hadn’t written a word for publication so naturally I became a teacher who taught writing but didn’t write himself. I had no voice, no subject. Just the passion to try.

Highway 101 and the beach beckoned and I figured I would crash along roadsides since all the county, state and federal campgrounds were closed. But as soon as I started rolling, I found private RV parks with campsites were all open and that’s where I started staying and that’s where I met Jack Blake.

There he was in the Rainbow Rock RV Park, a young man, sitting outside his weathered 80s RV named The Diplomat, playing his guitar around a fire, singing a song into a microphone, with his mutt singing a sort of backup.

I parked my camper next to his rig, and waved hello as I walked past him to the park office to pay my fee. I didn’t recognize the song he was singing but caught a few lyrics about the ravages of clearcutting. He was really snarling them out and playing a small guitar that was amplified and distorted with fuzz.

A few minutes later I walked up from behind the rear of the driver’s side of his rig. As I came closer it appeared that black lettering, about 30 point in size, had been arranged in some sort of poetic pattern on the RV. It was spray painted black, using a crude stencil, on the fading, flecked white paint job.

I moved closer, still listening to the clearcut song emanating from on the other side of the vehicle. He was rocking the holy hell out of it and the dog was wailing. I read the words on the RV:

Always took candy from strangers/didn’t wanna get me no trade

Never wanna be like poppa/workin’ for the boss every night and day

They were the lyrics of a 1972 Rolling Stones’ song Happy, sung by Keith Richards, off their 1972 landmark double album Exile on Main Street.

Being a Stones fanatic, I knew the words by heart and was dumbfounded to find myself reading them on the side of a RV in a campground on the Oregon Coast in the midst of the corona virus.

My awe was immediately shattered when the clearcut song faded into “The Bottle Let Me Down,” an old country and western tune. The fuzz was gone and so was the snarl in his voice. I stood out of sight for a few minutes and let him finish the song.

I had to meet this guy, so I went up to him, but not before he launched into a new tune, revved up with super distortion and reverb. I recognized it instantly—”Strychnine” by the Sonics, a legendary mid 60s garage band out of Seattle that practically invented American punk rock.

Some folks like water / some folks like wine

but I like the taste / of sweet strychnine

Wearing a short sleeve, brown and orange Pendleton wool shirt, tan oversized cords and sitting in a rusted lawn chair that verged on collapse, a clean shaven man with shoulder length brown hair played the song on what appeared to be a child’s cheap acoustic guitar. A 16 oz. can of Hamm’s rested on the grass near his bare feet. The guitar had a portable pick-up which ran to an ancient Fender tube amp. A line from the amp ran to a small four track recorder, which also connected to a lead microphone that he had rigged up to a boom. The whole apparatus was patched into a power strip that plugged into an extension cord that ran into his rig.

All the while the fire spit and crackled and must have been picked up by the mic.

Jack continued rocking. Rain seemed imminent as if he was calling it down from the gray skies.

Wine is red / poison is blue
Strychnine is good / for what’s ailin you

I looked around. It was the three of us in the camping area. Three squirrels darted in front of the amps. A drizzle started. Gulls flew overhead. Jack knocked the Hamm’s can over and it spilled under his feet. The dog came over behind him and stood up on his hind legs and positioned his muzzle near the mic. He started barking and howling. Jack yelled, “Do it Mr Figgs! Do it you devil dog!”

Jack started winding the song down by strumming faster and running around to the length of his 50 foot cord. Finally he jumped on the lawn chair and started windmilling the guitar like Pete Townsend. I feared for his safety but didn’t say anything. He leaped off the chair and landed in the splits. Mr. Figgs kept crooning into the mic.

I had never seen anything like it and I’d seen a thousand rock shows. I applauded. I heard a few other distant claps from inside RVs around the park.

Jack leaned over and stopped the recorder. Mr. Figgs retired to the RV looking rather bored like a session vocalist after singing for a union wage.

He came up to me with the guitar slung over his shoulder. He reached out a sweaty hand and said, “Hi…my name’s Jack Blake.”

We shook hands. I introduced myself.

October 12, 2020

Jack Blake: A True Rock and Roll Tale (Part 1)

Matt Love Fiction, NSP Meditations

(This is a major rewrite of a story from 15 years ago.) I can remember the day rock and roll died for me. It was years ago when I heard “Layla” in a Goodwill and the once magisterial guitar solo by Clapton played at a screeching level drove me out of the store. I renounced rock forever right there. It was deader than a door nail for me, and, I, suspect for many others. It simply had no purpose except to make money and sell shit. I didn’t even hold a little ceremony for it. There was nothing left to say.

Then Trump came along and rock was powerless to respond, quite unlike the 60s and 70s and even NWA in the 80s. In fact, right wing rockers helped elect him. Who ever heard of a right wing rockers decades ago?

Then the Pandemic raged (still raging as a write this) and rock even as a nostalgic commodity, was dead, deader, the undead. You couldn’t even see the 45th iteration of the Doobie Brothers at an Indian casino.

But then, a few months ago, as the nation locked down (well, some of us) I met the savior of rock and roll and his name is Jack Blake. Everything is different for me now.

Jack Blake’s not his real name. I know who he really is.

After you read his story don’t ask me to reveal his true identity. I’m no Judas ready to kiss Jack on the cheek for 30 pieces of silver. No, I’m more like John the Baptist in this tale, out in a wet wilderness proclaiming the coming of the messiah, preparing the way, baptizing Jack in the waters. I’m only a prophet with a message and that message is that Rock and Roll lives and one man has resurrected it. He’s no carpenter but can handle a guitar and practically every other instrument, too.

If you want to find Jack and put the spear in his side, you’ll have to head for the Pacific Northwest Coast (once the virus coast is clear, of course, or not). He’s out there, masked up, living like Jeremiah Johnson, in a massive, battered motor home with his crazy mutt, making music so astonishing, that if heard by a mass audience, might have the same sort of explosive cultural impact of Elvis, the Beatles, Chuck Berry, sweet soul music, even nihilistic punk rock. He is all of these things merged into one super being and much more.

I have several aims for this story. I want people to understand Jack’s music. I want it to document how he lived on the road in the pre-fame days. And I want it to describe the extraordinary creative process he used to make records that might single-handedly reinvigorate American popular music and lay waste to every convention of musical artistry and the process of distributing music.

For the record, I’m the first reporter on this story, the dude who saw the Beatles in Hamburg or Elvis at a state fair or Aretha sing gospel in her father’s church. No media has ever profiled Jack until you’ve read this. He doesn’t issue press releases. He doesn’t know what a press release is. He has no social media platform. He owns a flip phone. He doesn’t do the internet, although someone does it for him and that’s how you can find his music if you can’t see him live playing in a campground or the parking lot of a fast food restaurant.

I do have qualms. Suppose Jack’s story takes off? I worry about him. He seems dangerously naive about his fate if his story hits. A reality show about him, and I can imagine him agreeing to participate in such a depraved venture because he’s never seen one, might kill him in the end.

But hey, Jesus had to die, and he suffered, too.

October 9, 2020

Corona Virus Thoughts #17

Matt Love Corona Virus Thoughts, NSP Meditations

The President contracted the virus and then apparently licked it. Who really knows? He’s not even a week of quarantine and he wants to hold a political rally in Florida. If he goes, people will attend and later die as a result. There’s nothing else left to say after that.

My cousin in LA contracted the virus through a visiting contractor. He’s in quarantine for two weeks. His spirits seem high.

The President more and more reminds me of one of those tinpot banana republic dictators. All he needs are the epaulets and fake medals.

I had a dream that one of my enemies and I met again and actually got along.

We passed 210k deaths and the President said contracting the virus was a “gift from God.”

The xmas book is about ready to launch. Reading a collection of xmas tales during a pandemic? Not too sure about that.

No one outside of my family seems to return phone calls anymore. Many emails are like this as well.

October is my favorite month on the Oregon Coast. The orange/purple/red/blue/yellow layer cake sunsets are incredible to witness.

Eddie Van Halen died. Dick Cheney is still alive. Ponder that cosmic injustice.

One wonders if the country can ever change for the better in my lifetime

I am beginning to think hard about this concept of a socialist crime fighting private investigator. I wrote a few lines in my head the other day on the beach. Why not? It’s totally original.

More covid conspiracy theories in Oregon Tavern Age country were overhead the other day. They are as rock solid as true as the theories propounded by the addicts about how the video slots pay better after a power outage, the last day of the month, and if you play left handed on a Sunday when the Seahawks are playing.

October 8, 2020

Rusticate

Matt Love NSP Meditations

I picked up a fat dictionary published in 1956, opened it at random, and threw down my finger on a word—rusticate. I’d never heard of it before nor seen it in print until now.

Rusticate: to send or go to the country to live. Rusticate is the story of my life the past 23 years. In 1997 I moved to the Oregon Coast country as a one year cultural experiment and I am still here. I guess that means the experiment was a success.

How is it that I never ran across this marvelous verb? It’s one of those words that sounds exactly like what it is. I also love the way it rolls off the tongue.

As I look at America today, I suspect more people are to consider rusticating. I might even make a bumper sticker that says: RUSTICATE NOW! Everyone seeing it will go to their phones for a definition. Depending where they see the sticker, most likely in a rustic spot since I am rusticating, they will ponder that word.

Are we looking at a national movement to rusticate? I sometimes think so then I always reverse myself. Most Americans need the action and amenities of the big cities. If they do try and rusticate full time (a second home in the country is not real rusticating) they often quit after a couple of years. I’ve seen it hundreds of times on the Oregon Coast.

But perhaps with the pandemic and urban strife, this might change.

October 7, 2020

Roy Marx, Socialist Detective by Lark Jameson

Matt Love NSP Meditations

My former client emailed me her new idea for a story and it was so great I had to repeat it here. It’s about a socialist Portland detective named Roy Marx who fights crimes of class oppression.

Roy looks like a young Trotsky and dresses in tweed three-piece suits with patches. He drinks Russian vodka made by a peasant collective and smokes ? What did communist revolutionaries smoke?

He carries around the Communist Manifesto for consultation and inspiration. He’s is decidedly anti-tech and laughs at the idea of social media, calling it “the greatest invasion of capitalism into the private lives in the history of the world! And it was free!”

He manages to conduct his communications through a phone booth near his apartment, one of the last working ones left in America.

Lark said the first story will take place in a progressive fast food joint, there will be a murder, and Roy is brought into to solve the grisly murder of a fiery kid who was trying to unionize the joint he worked at. Someone dunked his head into the french fry grease vat.

October 6, 2020

Bill

Matt Love NSP Meditations

An elderly man walking a bicycle loaded with gear veered toward me, stopped, and asked if I was a local. I said I was. He wanted to know about beach access. I gave him the lowdown. We continued the conversation and I learned his name was Bill. The longer we talked the more I noticed that Bill had a pronounced happy disposition. He was also groomed and wasn’t exuding that weathered and vacant look that some elderly men on the move do. I assumed he was homeless because there was that subtle vibe about him.

Bill told me he lived in the woods a couple miles from here, in a tent covered by a tarp. He’d moved into the area not long ago and found a choice secluded spot with outstanding phone reception. His stuff was safe from thieves, he’d picked a hollow that would protect him from the wind, he had a tent heater and a sweet little Honda generator. Bill was finished with slumlords forever. They’d screwed him over too many times. He had his Social Security and that was it for money, but now that he wasn’t paying rent and utilities, he had plenty of dough. He was feeling great. I asked him about the impending winter rain on the Oregon Coast. No problem. He’d lived two winters in a tent at the base of Mt. Hood so rain was nothing. We said goodbye and I watched him walk his bike away. He was going to the beach and later would return to his tent home in the woods. I marveled at Bill. I could not do what he was doing.

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Teacher of the Year: A Novella

By Matt Love

A reluctant teacher becomes advisor to a moribund high school newspaper. He meets the new editor, a dynamic 18-year-old senior, and together they begin a unique creative collaboration that revives the publication and slowly slides into gray areas. As the poet Octavio Paz wrote, “To realize itself, love must violate the rules of our world...committed by two stars that break out of the conception of love, which implies breaking away and a catastrophe..."

Teacher of the Year
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Teacher of the Year unfolds in an energetic mixture of epistle, stream-of-consciousness, narrative and meditations on the craft and alchemy of teaching. There is no other more authentic literary exploration into the agonies and ecstasies of teaching in the annals of American literature than this novella.


A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems

By Matt Love

In perhaps the largest, most eclectic volume of previously unpublished poetry in the history of Pacific Northwest literature, Matt Love presents 148 poems written over a 30-year span.

As he writes in the introduction to A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, “I have organized this collection into six categories: Ocean, Love, My Life, Oregon Tavern Age, Homelessness, Probation. These poems serve as a substantial but incomplete autobiography.”

“Confessionals, odes, scatological doggerel, polemics, tankas, haiku, prose, psalms, requiems, observations, love letters, lamentations, lyrics, stream of consciousness, meditations, lists, riffs, a eulogy, a sermon, a commencement speech, found poetry, tributes, elegies. I threw it all into an ancient cement mixer and hand cranked that concrete beast while watching blue herons undulate overhead and drinking red wine as the husky snoozed in his dirt fort. The result: A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, something merging where Charles Bukowski, Richard Hugo, Mary Oliver and Liz Phair blend together.”

None of Love's poems were ever submitted to poetry journals, contests or magazines, making this collection a true renegade project of passion and readable to any denizen of a coastal dive bar.

A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems

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