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December 10, 2018

Rain and a Nativity Scene

Matt Love NSP Meditations, Of Walking in Rain matt love, nativity scene, Oregon Coast, rain, rain writing

Rain tickles the roof of my new domicile. No, it tap dances like Fred Astaire. No, it is jazz played with brushes in a smoky New York club in the 1950s.

When rain falls, it often leads writer to drown themselves(but never Ken Kesey) in preciousness and pretension. I know a little something about that and have tried to amputate it in recent years. It’s so hard to cut off your own arm.

Hark! I hear a sound on the roof. It is the rat scratching around, trying to gain entry into my domicile via a disused vent. The last three nights he has clanged the vent at exactly 3:00 a.m., almost like tolling a bell! We have a little battle going on, but I will not employ lethal methods. I began the negotiations the other night and they seem to be going well.

The Christmas decorations are up and beaverwood accented by white twinkle lights has never looked so holy. It compares favorably to the plastic Nativity scene down the dead-end road where wind has toppled the three wise men, Joseph, the virgin Mary, baby Jesus, farm animals and a penguin wearing a scarf into uncompromising positions. It is perhaps the most forlorn, debauched, but also strangely moving Nativity scene I have ever witnessed. All it needs to cross into legend are elves, angels and a Grinch with a whip.

The rain is picking up, scatter shot in movement, like it can’t decide where it wants to fall. Now the sound turns to to typewriter, an IBM Selectric.

December 7, 2018

Jameson Writing Workshop

Matt Love NSP Meditations

Seven of us gathered around a sturdy and venerable wooden table to engage with the written word and flesh out our crime/detective story projects.

It was all going so well.

Then the Jameson’s came out. It was my fault and I take full responsibility because I was in charge of the workshop.

Suddenly, and Elmore Leonard once wrote that no crime writer worth his decent whiskey should ever, ever, ever, use the word “suddenly.” Its use is cheap and a telegraph. For hacks.

But…dammit, everything stark happens suddenly, right? Everything terrible and beautiful in life is usually sudden!

Suddenly, Jameson was being poured into coffee cups to make us all feel better about doing so at 2 pm. We even poured a little Jameson into the dog’s water bowl and he lapped it right up, quite possibly because his name is Mick.

The workshop started ratcheting up. We did a simile exercise. Ideas started tumbling out like elixirs from a shaman’s grab bag.

Two bottles died.

We’ll do it again in a few months. We’re onto something.

I’m drinking a Jameson in a snifter as I write this, and feel good that I can still teach every now and then.

December 6, 2018

Elk Coffee Shop

Matt Love NSP Meditations coffee shop writing, elk, matt love

I’m drinking cheap coffee while watching elk lounging in a pasture. I’ve got a convenience-store doughnut nearby but probably won’t eat it.

Clouds cling to the conifers in the background.

An 8-point buck stands apart from the rest of the herd. He’s grazing near a slough.

Elk are out there in the mist, but they really aren’t on my mind like they have been in recent years.

I don’t know what’s on my mind.

Log trucks roll past behind me.

I feel fit in body and mind. Possibilities are possible.

I wrote on this blog a few months ago about following elk, in reality and metaphor, to find and create new opportunities.

I followed them. I found interesting new things. People were there, too.

I sip my coffee. I think about a recent encounter where I could have sampled elk chili. I just couldn’t go there.

December 4, 2018

Beaverwood Christmas Tree

Matt Love NSP Meditations beaverwood, oregon beaches, Oregon Coast

I have taken to spreading Christmas cheer in the following fashion: I visit the beach, find a beaver-gnawed willow with multiple branches, collect shells, kelp, rope, beer cans, feathers, rocks, dead crabs, lighters, fishing line, shotgun casings, and other flotsam and jetsam, and then plant the tree along a trail or access point. A few seconds of decoration and I have a wondrous Christmas tree that may or may not stand a day.

It doesn’t matter. It might be long enough to make a little or large difference in someone’s life. A simple smile can begin a journey anywhere inside a human heart. Near the ocean might be best.

What I find interesting is that when I return to a decorated tree, someone has always added a new decoration. They went to the beach, found something, and brought it back to the tree.

That took thought and effort. That thought and effort had occupied part of a person’s mind. They wanted to contribute.

I think everyone does in some way. Sometimes it just has to be prompted or nudged.

December 4, 2018

Concrete Mama

Matt Love NSP Meditations concrete mama, penal reform, prison reform, walla walla, Washington

About a decade ago, I found myself in The Dalles, so naturally I went to Klindt’s Booksellers, the oldest and arguably the funkiest book shop in Oregon.

I told the proprietor I wrote the Lost Books column for the Oregonian and he said, “You’ve got to feature Concrete Mama.”

Concrete Mama. The title was unknown to me but I instantly envisioned a forgotten 1960s memoir by a woman who rode her Harley down Highway 101—and rode it topless.

“I’ve never heard of it,” I said.

“Just look it up. It’s a classic.”

So I did and the proprietor was right. Concrete Mama: Prison Profiles from Walla Wall is a classic, a Pacific Northwest classic of reportage, photography and history.

In 1978 two beginning journalists, a reporter named John McCoy and a photographer named Ethan Hoffman spent four months investigating life inside Concrete Mama, or, as it’s officially called, the Washington State Penitentiary, located in Walla Walla.

McCoy and Hoffman had covered the penitentiary for the Walla Walla Union-Bulletin as part of their regular beat and become fascinated by it. They hoped to deepen their coverage but were rebuffed by an editor.

So they quit their jobs, somehow won permission for daily access to every part of the prison, and went to work documenting the story through words and pictures. It wasn’t easy, and they had to earn the trust of the inmates, parry the guards, assuage the wardens, and suppress their own fears, but McCoy and Hoffman pulled it all off and turned in an incredible performance of journalism.

In 1981 the University of Missouri Press published Concrete Mama: Prison Profiles from Walla Wall. The 196-page coffee table-sized book featured McCoy’s 12 crisp, revealing profiles of prisoners and other people connected to the prison’s operation, and over 100 stunning black and white photographs shot by Hoffman. The book also included an introduction by the prominent columnist Tom Wicker, who wrote of McCoy and Hoffman, “They went inside the walls, they looked, they listened, they learned, they sought to understand…”

Concrete Mama sold well and a second edition was printed. A year later, a soft cover version was released and then the book went out of print and has pretty much disappeared from most libraries and used bookstores. It’s now a rare book and some signed copies fetch $500 online. (I paid $200 for mine and that was a decade ago.)

At the time, the Washington State Penitentiary was widely considered one of the worst prisons in the country, replete with murder, overcrowding, drug abuse, racial tension, rape, and McCoy and Hoffman walked into a hellhole of clashing reform mandates, one progressive, the other hard line.

Quite frankly, considering how close the journalists interacted (mostly unsupervised) with dangerous convicts, both seem lucky to have walked away unhurt.

I am not steeped in the history of America’s penal system, but I think I know enough to believe that McCoy and Hoffman’s book documented the end of an era, when rehabilitation, conjugal visits, prison jobs, prison literary reviews, work releases, inmate councils, screening Deep Throat, and four men to a cell apparently were the norm.

Inside Concrete Mama, as McCoy and Hoffman showed without editorial comment or first person intrusion, some men worked on and rode motorcycles, kept pets, dressed as women, negotiated shaky arrangements with prison officials, and roamed the yards in total leisure.

All of that changed, of course, when American’s prison population exploded in the 1980s and 1990s and with it a trend of keeping many prisoners in almost total solitary confinement. The hard cruel line won the war, but we now know the terrible cost this mass incarceration and probation (millions and counting) inflicted upon people, taxpayers, and the communities they were allegedly trying to protect. We certainly aren’t better off as a society. Some officials and criminal justice reform advocates grasp this reality and are working for change. I hope in the near future I can contribute in some small way to this important cause. I’ve seen a lot the past couple of years. Actually, I’ve lived it.

December 3, 2018

Exclamation Point Anniversary!

Matt Love NSP Meditations, Poetry

(This is a poem I wrote for my friends.)

Happy Anniversary Jennifer and Holt!
You deserve a poem with exclamation points !! because your partnership
is an exclamation point!
Even your dog is an exclamation point!

Most people don’t live lives with exclamation points.
But you two do! As one big exclamation point together!
When others see your ! on display, effortlessly I might add,
they want a little ! in their lives.
And if they look closely at you,
they will learn that
people who live their lives with exclamation points,
have them emerge from within.
They cannot be externally contrived
through planning, purchase or pretension.

It’s really quite simple, the exclamation point!
Why in the world do poets disdain them?
Those furrow-browed fools!
They prefer …
which is no way to live
or love!

I just set a world record for the use
of exclamation points in a poem!
See what your exclamation points do!

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Teacher of the Year: A Novella

By Matt Love

A reluctant teacher becomes advisor to a moribund high school newspaper. He meets the new editor, a dynamic 18-year-old senior, and together they begin a unique creative collaboration that revives the publication and slowly slides into gray areas. As the poet Octavio Paz wrote, “To realize itself, love must violate the rules of our world...committed by two stars that break out of the conception of love, which implies breaking away and a catastrophe..."

Teacher of the Year
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Teacher of the Year unfolds in an energetic mixture of epistle, stream-of-consciousness, narrative and meditations on the craft and alchemy of teaching. There is no other more authentic literary exploration into the agonies and ecstasies of teaching in the annals of American literature than this novella.


A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems

By Matt Love

In perhaps the largest, most eclectic volume of previously unpublished poetry in the history of Pacific Northwest literature, Matt Love presents 148 poems written over a 30-year span.

As he writes in the introduction to A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, “I have organized this collection into six categories: Ocean, Love, My Life, Oregon Tavern Age, Homelessness, Probation. These poems serve as a substantial but incomplete autobiography.”

“Confessionals, odes, scatological doggerel, polemics, tankas, haiku, prose, psalms, requiems, observations, love letters, lamentations, lyrics, stream of consciousness, meditations, lists, riffs, a eulogy, a sermon, a commencement speech, found poetry, tributes, elegies. I threw it all into an ancient cement mixer and hand cranked that concrete beast while watching blue herons undulate overhead and drinking red wine as the husky snoozed in his dirt fort. The result: A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, something merging where Charles Bukowski, Richard Hugo, Mary Oliver and Liz Phair blend together.”

None of Love's poems were ever submitted to poetry journals, contests or magazines, making this collection a true renegade project of passion and readable to any denizen of a coastal dive bar.

A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems

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