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November 25, 2025

The Firewood Arrangement

Matt Love NSP Meditations

For several months I have been puzzled when driving past a derelict shack in Charleston on the Cape Arago Highway to the ocean beach. Why?

Because of the unusual nature of firewood resting on a strip of gravel in front of the shack, which has a narrow overgrown, somewhat lengthy set of crumbling stairs leading up to the domicile. There is no driveway to the shack.

One morning there will be rounds ready for splitting. A day later the rounds are gone, presumably split into firewood for the shack’s occupant. Another morning, pallets stacked and ready for breaking up. A day later, pallets gone. And yet another morning, split firewood and busted pallets strewn about.

I have never seen anyone drop off rounds or pallets. I have never seen anyone splitting rounds or breaking up the pallets. I have never seen anyone transporting the firewood to the shack, although there is a rusted wheelbarrow present that someone presumably uses to bring the firewood inside the shack or to store in a wood bin. Near the wheelbarrow rests an ancient metal pail but it’s being used in some capacity because it is never in the same place but always upright. There is never an ax or splitting maul around.

Many houses situated on Cape Arago Highway sell firewood to the thousands of visitors to the various campgrounds in the area. This Charleston shack is not one of them because the split firewood is never bundled or advertised.

It all made no sense until the other day when it made perfect sense.

Elmer and I were returning from a windy outing at the beach and as we drove past the place of firewood mystery, I saw an obviously homeless woman accompanied by her small dog near a woodpile that had significantly decreased in size since we’d driven past it an hour ago. The woman had the unmistakable appearance of someone who had performed physical labor, like hauling firewood. The wheelbarrow was nowhere to be seen.

Then I got it.

Someone drops off rounds and pallets in front of the shack. The occupant of the shack is unable to split the rounds or break up the pallets for some reason, probably extreme old age combined with some infirmity. The occupant has entered into an arrangement with the homeless of Charleston (and there are about a dozen regulars who routinely walk or ride bicycles past the shack) to turn the donations into firewood and transport it up the stairs in the wheelbarrow to the shack, either inside or to a wood bin. The occupant pays the homeless for their service.

A far fetched hypothesis? Hardly.

One of the most intriguing aspects of the crisis of homelessness I have observed are the long-term relationships formed between homeless people and housed residents who regularly interact with each other. I’ve seen it all around the state and have routinely witnessed it in my Coos Bay neighborhood. What I am talking about goes a lot further than handing out bottled water or energy bars.

For example, several blocks from my house, a homeowner lets a homeless man service/repair his ancient school bus in a detached outbuilding stocked with tools. Another homeowner allows several homeless people to pitch a tent in a side yard.

I knew of a homeowner in Portland who allowed a homeless man in a truck camper to run an extension cord to the rig so he could have power and charge his tools for handyman work. I also heard a story from a homeless man in Portland how one homeowner set up an old video game console on his front porch and invited homeless people to play for a couple hours each afternoon.

In some of the cases, the generosity of the homeowner was abused by the homeless and the generosity in that situation ended.

As for myself, readers of my writing about homelessness know I established a book club for the homeless men and women in my Portland neighborhood and it turned into one the most rewarding and enlightening experiences of my life. (See The Old Crow Book Club.) Moreover, I hired members of this club to help me stage a garage sale and move to Coos Bay. There were also paid to deliver the book to street libraries all over southeast Portland.

I just published a collection of Christmas tales about the homeless in Oregon, Gift of the Oregon Magi, that contains many stories where housed people help the homeless and vice versa. You can support that book by purchasing a copy directly from Nestucca Spit Press at www.nestuccaspitpress.com or via Amazon at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FR4TDMFR

The title tale is based on a homeless couple I met in Gold Beach when I lived there that performed a series of services, landscaping, cleaning gutters, and yes, splitting firewood, for elderly shut-ins.

A lot more needs to be written on this subject. There is a unique and possibly great book in it. If you have stories of this nature, either personal or anecdotal, please reach out to me. I want to start collecting them.

November 20, 2025

Crimson and Clover

Matt Love Coos Bay, NSP Meditations, Poetry

Coos Bay glows crimson at sunrise.

Elmer the husky romps through clover.

I start singing the song.

The Empire Boat Ramp—October morning.

We approach the trail to the beach.

I see and old man in his SUV

watching porn on his phone.

She’s got long black hair

and bucks bare ass on the leather,

screaming someone’s name.

Elmer runs amok in the mudflats.

No wind.

Two boats ply the water.

Drifts of smoke from campfires in the homeless encampment.

I see pelicans, a seal, gulls, ducks, sanderlings.

I see a naked man taking a piss on riprap

near his tent.

Elmer and I return to the boat ramp.

Two Jehovah’s Witnesses, women,

display a poster near the entrance to the crabbing pier.

It’s Jesus nailed to the cross.

Some lines about world peace, too.

And unlikely spot for conversion, I think,

but who knows?

Baptism in the bay is handy,

real John the Baptist stuff,

in the field,

in Coos Bay!

November 17, 2025

Rainbow at Sunrise for Dad’s Birthday

Matt Love NSP Meditations

At sunrise on what would have been my dad’s 94th birthday, I saw a rainbow over Coos Bay. One normally thinks of rainbow as bright, lithe, curving. Not this rainbow. It was blunted, fat and misshapen, which made it right at home in Coos Bay.

Elmer and I stood on the bay beach, the water a sheen of orange and purple, when the rainbow materialized like out of a corny magic show. The tide was rippling in, making soft sounds. Three pelicans, mostly white, put in an appearance. They were the first of their species I’d seen on Coos Bay and had no reason to be there this time of year.

I had never seen a rainbow at sunrise, Has anyone? I’d never read of such a phenomenon in poetry or prose. Do they actually exist and especially when no rain whatsoever had fallen when Elmer and I walked the mile from our home to the beach. So not only was the rainbow weirdly formed, it shouldn’t have even existed at all.

No, I didn’t take a picture of it with my phone. I never carry the phone on our morning walks.

As more light rose from the east, the rainbow began to fade into the horizon.

What was this all about?

November 12, 2025

Oregon Tavern Age: A Poem

Matt Love NSP Meditations, Oregon Tavern Age, Poetry

A glass of Guinness

in a dive.

Rain rips outside.

Gamblers lose.

Mass shooting on one TV.

Harry Potter movie on the other.

Stuffed bobcat snarls overhead.

Corn dog $2.50

Homeless man enters, plays the slots.

Another homeless man enters, leaves.

His stench lingers.

Black and white photograph of Coos Bay’s last public hanging.

Poems for dead customers decorate the walls.

The poet is dead, too.

A favored patron, a sodden wordsmith.

No one wrote a poem for him.

I guess I am now.

Mt. Rushmore whiskey decanter.

When is someone going to fly a drone into that desecration of the Black Hills?

Hamm’s bear in permanent hibernation.

Regulars at the bar know it all,

including the old man who pours Bud Lights into his coffees

and limps around the neighborhood

like a deputy in a B Western,

searching the ground for cigarettes and cans.

He’s homeless half the time,

so the story goes,

soon, most likely, full time.

But at least he wears

that neon emergency vest.

They give those out to the homeless

to keep them from being run over.

They call this outreach.

November 10, 2025

New Book Released! Gift of the Oregon Magi & Other Christmas Tales of Homelessness

Matt Love Fiction, NSP Meditations, Writing christmas, holiday, homeless, matt love, oregon christmas tales

Dear Friend of Nestucca Spit Press:

My new book, Gift of the Oregon Magi & Other Christmas Tales of Homelessness, is out for the holidays and I invite you to support it with a purchase, perhaps multiple purchases to give away as gifts.

This will be the last book published by Nestucca Spit Press, founded in 2002, for the foreseeable future. I sense my writing (and activism) moving in a new direction with this recent move to Coos Bay. I am considering launching a newspaper or literary review to serve my new community.

Information about Gift of the Oregon Magi & Other Christmas Tales of Homelessness,is below. Thanks to all of you who have bought Nestucca Spit Press books over the years, mine and the other authors I’ve published. It’s made all the difference.

Gift of the Oregon Magi & Other Christmas Tales of Homelessness

December arrives. Outdoor Christmas decorations go up, enchant, perhaps even move hearts to better Bob Cratchit places. What happens to homeless men and women during Christmas? What does it mean and how do they celebrate if they celebrate at all?

And how do those who are housed in the midst of homeless in their communities, sometimes interacting with their quasi neighbors, respond to the crisis when Christmas rolls around, if they respond at all?

In Gift of the Oregon Magi & Other Christmas Tales of Homelessness, Matt Love explores these questions and more. “My dream for this book is that every holiday season, readers will read aloud one or more of these stories to their friends and family and begin a discussion about homelessness that affects every community in rural, suburban and urban America and what all of us can do to alleviate it,” said Love.

Gift of the Oregon Magi features 15 tales and one incredible true story. Many have appeared in print or online, but the collection also includes nine tales never before previously published.

The book can be purchased directly from Nestucca Spit Press at www.nestuccaspitpress.com or via Amazon at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FR4TDMFR

November 6, 2025

Oregon Tavern Age: Daytime Halloween

Matt Love NSP Meditations, Oregon Tavern Age, Poetry

Noon. Halloween. OTA country in Coos Bay. A black beer rests on my table.

Magic Marker typos on the pumpkin. Bert signed his name, the last Bert in Oregon.

Costume contest tonight. First prize: $150.

The Joe Biden getup will win.

The bartender wants to trespass a homeless woman, then kick her ass.

Cremation and mortuary service ad on TV. We’re living a national mortuary service right now.

SNAP and Head Start end at midnight.

Mike Johnson johnsons his johnson on Capitol Hill, a few yards away where tourists took a dump in his predecessor’s office, and Johnson called it patriotism.

Trick or treat peasants! Let them eat gruel.

Someone wrote “Happy Colonoscopy” on the pumpkin.

The Joe Biden winner will be wearing a colostomy bag as part of his costume. The bag will contain dog food.

Kenny sold plasma today to drink a Rolling Rock.

Larry discusses the merits of various stool softeners.

Marshall remembers getting laid at a Grateful Dead show.

What am I doing here?

Larry reminisces about runnin’ nekkid in the back yard as a kid.

“Momma locked us out,” he said. “I fertilized the yard.”

Damn good parenting!

The bartender says her fucking kids are going to fucking walk when they fucking trick or treat tonight. She’s not driving them anywhere.

Even better parenting!

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Teacher of the Year: A Novella

By Matt Love

A reluctant teacher becomes advisor to a moribund high school newspaper. He meets the new editor, a dynamic 18-year-old senior, and together they begin a unique creative collaboration that revives the publication and slowly slides into gray areas. As the poet Octavio Paz wrote, “To realize itself, love must violate the rules of our world...committed by two stars that break out of the conception of love, which implies breaking away and a catastrophe..."

Teacher of the Year
Amazon's Kindle Edition $6.99

Teacher of the Year unfolds in an energetic mixture of epistle, stream-of-consciousness, narrative and meditations on the craft and alchemy of teaching. There is no other more authentic literary exploration into the agonies and ecstasies of teaching in the annals of American literature than this novella.


A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems

By Matt Love

In perhaps the largest, most eclectic volume of previously unpublished poetry in the history of Pacific Northwest literature, Matt Love presents 148 poems written over a 30-year span.

As he writes in the introduction to A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, “I have organized this collection into six categories: Ocean, Love, My Life, Oregon Tavern Age, Homelessness, Probation. These poems serve as a substantial but incomplete autobiography.”

“Confessionals, odes, scatological doggerel, polemics, tankas, haiku, prose, psalms, requiems, observations, love letters, lamentations, lyrics, stream of consciousness, meditations, lists, riffs, a eulogy, a sermon, a commencement speech, found poetry, tributes, elegies. I threw it all into an ancient cement mixer and hand cranked that concrete beast while watching blue herons undulate overhead and drinking red wine as the husky snoozed in his dirt fort. The result: A Substantial but Incomplete Autobiography in Poems, something merging where Charles Bukowski, Richard Hugo, Mary Oliver and Liz Phair blend together.”

None of Love's poems were ever submitted to poetry journals, contests or magazines, making this collection a true renegade project of passion and readable to any denizen of a coastal dive bar.

Amazon's Kindle Edition $7.99 (Free if you have Kindle Unlimited)

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